Expectations on the Road

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Last night I responded to a blog post that lamented the individual’s inability to get a suitable job in their chosen profession immediately after graduating with an M.A. degree.   I put forward my typical line about how in this particular field today employers are looking less for academic degrees and more for experience.  I noted that internships and volunteer experiences really pay off in this regard.  I closed out the comment by noting I did not get my “dream job” until I was 55 years old, though I had some pretty good, and not so good, gigs along the way.

I find that students often think a degree is their ticket to success.  Their greatest disappointments come down to having unrealistic or false expectations.

I enjoy the recovery saying “you can make plans but you can’t plan the results.”  That concept has been a real blessing in my recovery.  If I were to project back to my first days in recovery, I could never have conceptualized what my “dream job” or “dream life” would entail.  I went back to school after being sober for one year.  My previous attempts at college had earned me an 0.7 GPA.  In sobriety, I was pretty much all over the place trying to figure out a direction.  Today, a question I ask students, and preface by noting I ask myself the same question today as well “What do you want to be when you grow up?”  I ask this question in part because I truly believe the saying on our AA medallions “To Thine Own Self Be True” means that life is a process and not event.  That has perhaps been the most exciting aspect of recovery for me.  Recovery has meant leaving my life as a skid row drunk to embracing and living into the process of life, one day at a time.  Ten years ago I could not have predicted my circumstances of today.  The actual future has always exceeded my planned future.  That fact has been true throughout recovery.

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