I have posted many times before about the importance of gratitude in my recovery. Having an “attitude of gratitude” is a platitude that I recollect hearing quite often during my 30-day detox program and in my first AA meetings over three decades ago. I am grateful for my recovery from alcoholism, a better than expected cancer prognosis, and a strong reason to get out of bed every morning. I touched on this concept of gratitude in my last post. Today, a part of my morning ritual is writing down three things for which I am grateful.
In our School for Contemplative Living group we are reading Grateful: The Transformative Power of Giving Thanks by Diana Butler Bass that articulates an understanding of gratitude I find quite important. She writes (p. xxiv):
There is, however, an alternative structure of gratefulness, one that holds out the possibility of spiritual and ethical transformation – that of gift and response. In this mode, gifts exist before benefactors. The universe is a gift. Life is a gift. Air, light, soil, and water are gifts. Friendship, love, sex, and family are gifts. We live on a gifted planet. Everything we need is here, with us. We freely respond to these gifts by choosing a life of mutual care.
I see this understanding of gratitude not from the personal circumstances of my life, but from life itself. Viewing life, the universe, natural resources as gifts freely given is true grace. Butler Bass continues (p. 20-21):
Gifts are not commodities. Gifts are the nature of the universe itself, given by God or the natural order. Grace reminds us that every good thing is a gift – that somehow the rising of the sun and being alive are indiscriminate daily offerings to us – and then we understand all benefactors are also beneficiaries and all beneficiaries can be benefactors . . . We do not really give gifts. We recognize gifts, we receive them and we pass them on . . . We all share them.
In the Jewish tradition the Prophets held the people accountable for this gift. For example, the Prophet Amos speaks less from the perspective of social justice, but our responsibility for the stewardship mandated by God for the earth in the Genesis creation story.
What will we do with these freely given gifts we all share without regard for ethnicity, gender, national origin? How can we express our gratitude? As stewards for the natural resources of our earth, how can we express our gratitude to this freely given gift that allows us to live and thrive?
Butler Bass notes (p. 22) that:
. . . if gratitude is mutual reliance upon (instead of payback for) shared gifts, we awaken to a profound awareness of our interdependence. Dependence may enslave the soul, but interdependence frees us.
This interdependence is the very essence of what I have learned over the years in 12 Step Recovery. To extend this interdependence to the world stage, gratitude will require us to build bridges instead of walls, welcome the stranger with the radical hospitality of Abraham and Sarah instead of detention centers, share in the bounty of resources, knowledge, and technology instead of selling to the highest bidder. These are challenges to extend my gratitude beyond platitudes and lists.
Our interdependence is appropriate to think about as in the U.S. we celebrate Independence Day.